Was a nice day.
Some pics for fun!

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!

I was talking with my family now on Skyyyype! Can't believe,can't believe,can't believe... The whole hour I was feeling like I'm already in Germany just sitting near and speaking with them! My parents like them a looot.. Hope that my hosts like my falimy too... really can't wait! I'm ready to go to Moscow and sit in the airplane and flyyy... Yeah, exactly, I'm like flying nooow..like a bird in the clean sky!
My parents are happy, I'm happy, my hosts happy, THE WHOLE WORLD IS HAPPY, YEYYYY =)

Ooow...

My family is writing to me and I'm crying. Crying cuz I'll see them 2 months later when I'm ready to see and be with them right now! I've never met such kind and amazing people before... They are taking my breath away and I feel like they are near me and now somebody will knock in my room-door!! 


(crying)

All that I have is a hope...

Still can't believe in her words.. It's just impossible! I don't want it to be as she said, no - no - no! Everybody will be in Germany at September 10th and only 3 of us will be there I don't know when (as AFS Russia says - after September as the earliest time to visit German Consulate is September 29 + about 20 days to make a visa.)
And when we will be in Germany?! At the beginning of November?! NO!!! It's unfair! We are the same exchange students as everybody around and most part of them are already in their countries! Yes, I don't wanna waste my year (2010-2011) when I struggled for this chance to live for one year in my favourite country in the host family and new friends! I'm still struggling and I won't give up , but I just wanna say - IT'S TOO MUCH! I'M FED UP! HOW COULD IT BE EVEN POSSIBLE, TO BE LATE FOR 1,5-2 MONTHS? I won't let somebody break my dream... The whole year was just like a hell, and I tried a lot, and still trying as I'm learning and passing my 10th grade exams.
don't want all my efforts be wasted... I won this chance. will never lose it!

Familyyy

Yes, it's the 26th of August and yes, I still don't have German visa... But yesterday AFS Germany found a host family for me! I still can't belive in it... I have an amazing family! They are all so nice...
And now I've just noticed that I saw a dream about my family more tham 1 month ago and wrote about it here in my blog, title Sweet Dreams .. I even never had a thought that my dream about host falimy will come true.. Or I'm just a predictor of future :D

Well, now I'm so happy that I even can't describe it in words , but can draw my emotions! ==========>


^_^ 

Have no mood

Almost 1 month left till my trip to Germany and I still don't have my host family, and I can't get a visa because of it! So it means that I need to go to Moskow again to visit German Consulate...
also I need to pass some subjects. It's summer time, so I even don't wanna think of it, but I have no choice...

Sweet Dreams..

Today's night I had a dream.. That I have a big host family.. Mum,dad, 2 brothers and sis!
Want it to become true...

Just one problem... but it's too important

I still don't have my host family. Lots of people in Russia and not only in Russia knew their host familys and city where they will live.. AFS Russia don't have any information too. So I'm little bit nervous , even not little bit, I can say - really nervous! Germany is a pretty big country comparing with other, and I even can't say to my friends that I'm going to live in a certain city and I will live in a district named lalalalalalaaaa...
Family is one of the most important thing in AFS Exchange and not only in exchange, in live basically. I want to know will I have a brothers or sisters, for example.. or will a live in a house or in a flat.. or something about my future school.. SOMETHING!
As lots of people already have their familys and I always think - maybe nobody wants to host me..

I can't study anymore... could u?

Yeaaahhh!!) I passed biology and geography (10th class)!!! I did it! Yes!)
Now I have 2 days to pass first part of maths.. and then I have 2 days for packing and on Monday my summer holidays (only 20 days, but normal people have 3 months) will start. Well, I need to have fun for 20 days and then study again! I even can not to open my handbag after Sochi cuz then I must be in Moscow at 27 July..

Summer time!

Well, I have only one week to pass 3 subjects from the 10th class and to pack my stuff! (AFS) Sochi is waiting for uuuus! The main thing is to be very patient to pass all subjects and not to lose our good mood during the time in train.. We'll get to Sochi during 2 days! Sh*t!! 2 days in train.. 2 daaaays!!!

Now I understand that I can take 2-3 books to read during the way to our camp, cuz I'm sure there will be nothing to do.. 

I'm also little bit worry about my visa for Germany! In AFS they say that they even can call me to go to Moscow while I'll be in AFS Sochi camp! I don't want to go to Moscow during my holidays! 

Pleeeeaseeee, call me when I'll be in Kazan already...

5 months and 10 days

I'm little bit terrified, cuz i still have too much time before my leaving. I need to pass my 9th grade exams and then i have the whole summer to study my 10th class and pass it before my trip. I don't think that it would be easy. I'm afraid that it would be too hard for me and i won't pass everything (even my 9th grade exams).

But I must be strong!

Sometimes it's a need to dream about my future.It inspires me a lot!!

Camp

we just need to wait about 1 month...
(hope that soon i'll know something about camp)

I don't even have a time to dream about my trip!

maybe it's good

Emotions

It takes my breath away when I am thinking about my last day in my country and my school. But it's too early to dream about it. 
I have more then 6 months.

Our camp will be at the beginig of May!

Can't wait !!!

6 months and 1 day

Camp

We'll have an adaptation camp soon!
just wait for information!

sehr gut!

 I have already found some new friends)
we won together and we'll go together!

1st news!

Well.. 

Eh, this is my new diary.. And I have lots of news now!

Everything's gr8 and the most important thing is that I've won the contest and that's why I have a new diary.

I want the prize of the contest i won, be the main thing here.

 cuz i won one year in Germany by AFS programme. 

Let me tell u about the contest.

 it took a lot of  emotions!! I really tried as hard as i could!

1. I wrote a letter in english for my future host family and then i sent it. 
2. I was waiting for the results about 1 month (maybe less).
3. In February i knew that only 8 of us passed 1 level and now we need to go to another city to pass next level.
4. on February 19 at 11 am my dad and I went to another city by car. Then we had an interview and some psychological tests. (during the interview I was thinking that I'm failed already and I even wanted to cry..) I was at home around 7 pm.
5. and on February 21 at 6.56 pm I knew that I woooon!!!! (it was amazing...)